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Saturday, December 7, 2019

I'm on a huge journey to find out what life is and what it's not about. I have a zero fucks attitude at the moment. Life should be lived to the fullest and to do that I know I need to give "no fucks."

A lot has happened in the last few months but there is one thing that brings me back to my little home and community on the interweb- losing someone. I lost someone I love. They were a huge part of my life considering I saw them in class every day and rode the bus to and back from class. I was always there for that person, yet he still took his own life. I know I did what I could. I inspired him to go to therapy, try writing, to talk to others, and keep doing what he loved.

The last time I had a serious conversation with him he told me he was doing great. He was doing so many things he loved and I know he felt like he had a place. When I found out he passed a little less than a week ago my heart dropped. My chest is tight as I write this too. I'm in shock and I miss him dearly.

I wanted to keep writing on this space becuase I shared this place with him and he always told me to do what felt right.

I'm going to write on my blog again with the purpose of spreading suicide awareness, sharing experiences, and spreading love.

I changed the blog name a little to Simply, Fuck off becuase I am growing up. I needed a name with a little bit of an edge to match my current and a new attitude. I've been doing a lot of what I know is best for me in honor of myself and the people who can't have that freedom.

I don't give a fuck what you have to say about me using this word(there is the only power in the word if you make it a huge deal.)

I don't give a fuck what you think. I'm doing what is best for me.

Welcome back friends! Kindly, unfollow if this doesn't sound like something you'll like. If you are staying around for this new chapter, let's get happy and give less fucks.


This is inspired by you C.

8 comments

  1. I'm sorry about your friend. I think I kinda understand what you're feeling as a few years ago I lost two people I really loved, one of them through suicide the other through a breakup. It's hard losing people you love especially when they choose to go of their own volition. I hope you're able to get through this time of grief and find joy yourself.

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  2. I'm so sorry, I can't imagine how hard it is to lose someone you love. You are so strong, friend.
    I'm always here, just know that. I hope your journey brings you to joy.

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  3. I'm so sorry that you lost someone. I can't even imagine the pain of that.
    Will be praying for you.
    I feel like I've been needing to give less fucks lately too, so I understand that.
    <3

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    1. Giving less of a fuck helps. Love you! Thank you for your support.

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  4. I'm so sorry to hear about your friend and the loss your facing. It's times like these that mold us into the people we are continuing to evolve into, and I wish you the best with that xx

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    1. I love those words. Yes, couldn't agree more.

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