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Thursday, August 23, 2018


I've come to the conclusion that if I open up blogger I will come up with a post idea and eventually write something worth sharing.

Hi. That's me. I have a tendency to want to update my about page consistently because day after day I feel like a different person. I can't put myself in a cage and say these are the things that define me and will forever define who I am. I am always growing and changing.

Every once in a while I like to answer some about me questions to see where I stand. So that in the future I can see if I changed. 

1// ARE MY ACTIONS GUIDED BY LOVE OR FEAR?
Fear. There are phases in my life when I am brave and act off the love I have for something to pursue it but right now I am avoiding doing certain things because I fear what might happen if I do it. When anxiety kicks in, which it has for me, it is easier to hold back from doing something I want to do.

2//WHAT DO I THINK ABOUT WHEN I AM ALONE?
So. Many. Things. I always have irrelevant and unrecallable conversations with myself. I wish I could remember more of those conversations. I also tend to daydream and replay events that happened in my head. What can I say? I daydream a lot.

3//WHAT MOVIE MADE ME CRY THE MOST?
Me Before You. I cried like a baby the last 15 minutes of the movie. I mean come on William and Louisa were perfect for each other and the letter William leaves for Lousia drowned me in tears.

4//WHAT ARE THE BEST AND WORST PARTS OF MY PERSONALITY?
The best thing: I can be a sweetheart when you get to know me and are on my good side :P Worst thing: I say no a lot. I can be really stubborn so if I don't want to do something I'll make up a million excuses or sometimes I'll just leave it at cold unexplained no.

5// HOW WOULD MY PERFECT PARTNER TREAT ME?
With respect. I want someone to understand that I am human and they'll have to be patient. It's always so difficult for me to come up with the ideal traits of a potential partner because I feel the need to be open-minded about what this person needs to be.

6// WHAT TIMES AM I MOST INSPIRED?
In the morning! I found this out at the beginning of 2018 that I do my best work in the morning. After a good nights sleep and some breakfast, I am normally so ready to get to work and do productive things.

7// IF I DIDN'T KNOW HOW OLD I WAS WHAT WOULD I ASSUME?
17. I pretend to act mature but we all know I don't know what the heck I am doing. This is coming from someone who's 21. Growing up is hard! The phrase,"We are all children, pretending to be adults," is the story of my life.

8// WHEN DO I FEEL THE MOST LIKE MYSELF?
When I am dancing. I feel carefree, light, strong, dorky, and alive when it's just me and the music. I love freestyle dancing because it takes me away from any stress life might be giving me. This has to be by myself alone in a room kind of dancing though

9// WHAT DOES LOVE FEEL LIKE?
A dream. Dreams are indescribable and so is love.

10// WHAT GOOD COMES FROM PAIN?
I think pain inspires a lot of wonderful art. I like to turn my pain into something beautiful. Poems and words are my favorite way to express the emotions I am feeling. How many extraordinary words are inspired by dark feels? Many!!

11// WHAT IS WORST, FAILING OR NEVER TRYING?
Never trying. I can live with the fact that I failed at something but what kills me is knowing I could have tried to do something but didn't. Those are the kind of things that leave me wondering what would have happened if I tried for days.


20 comments

  1. This is such a great idea! I loved reading your answers. I agree with your #2 so hardcore. Excellent post!

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    1. Thank you!! THIS COMMENT makes my day!! <3

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  2. Great answers! I relate to almost all of them. Growing up is overrated I think.

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    1. IT REALLY IS!! I don't know why 15 year old me thought that being 21 would be cool.

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  3. I love this and that you are always trying to grow & change! I think the things that you say are important and there really is some sort of connection between creativity and people who over think lol. ♡ [P.S. "Dreams are indescribable and so is love." is such a pretty line!]

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    1. AW YOU ARE TOO SWEET! This comment just makes me smile. Creative over thinkers :P

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  4. 1. I like that photo - so much sunshine and happy vibes. :)
    2. Those are super good questions! I might have to borrow and journal about them sometime. It would be interesting to look back on my answers in future years.
    3. I relate to your answer to question one...too much. Fear can be so real, but I just have to remind myself God is still bigger. With Him everything's possible! And also seventeen is the age I say I feel too! Growing up is a weird thing - I'm still trying to process it all, haha. xx

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    1. 1. YAY! You see the happy vibes!
      2. Please do journal about these. There are some awesome questions you can find online by googling "Important questions to ask yourself."
      3. You always have the most comforting advice and wisdom! Always so happy when you share your insight with me!

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  5. This was really a fun post to read - I love getting to know more about you! <3

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    1. THANK YOU! I would love to read a post like this from you too <3

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  6. never trying things gets people nowhere in life. describing love, it often equals pain. Hurting is part of love. Many scenarios also. Love can be returned with rejection. If I didn't know how old I was I would assume ether that I was 19 because It was when I was 19 I finished high school, started college, and yet had nobody to run with. I'm still in college, still am a solo runner, and still lonely, or i'd assume I was 24 months old because when you are 24 months old you can't assume. I have changed drastically throughout my life, my ability to handle my illness has changed, everything about me is different than It was a year before. And since you can't assume your age when you are 24 months old, it would make most sense to assume I was 24 months old if i didn't know my age because the only way yo don't know your age is if you are a baby.

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    1. I couldn't agree more that hurting is a part of love. It's a must. What is love without pain. It's like saying we can understand what happiness truly is without experiencing sadness. WHATTT!! OKAY MY MIND IS BLOWN AT THAT AGE INSIGHT. Thanks for sharing that!!

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    2. Sometimes I think I make sense but happens to only be understood in my head haha

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  7. It was great getting to know you! I cried so much when I watched 'Me Before You', it had such an emotional ending. I like your view on experiencing pain, it's true that many amazing things are created as a result. Pain is a lot less ...painful... when we think it's happening for a reason. xxx

    113thingstosay.com

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    1. RIGHT! I couldn't hold in the tears. Thank you! I am glad that you can relate to how I view pain! Going to take a look at your blog.

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    1. Thanks!! They took me a while to find but worth it.

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  9. Such an interesting & lovely post! Really enjoyed reading it <3
    https://octoberslallu.blogspot.com/

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  10. Thank you so much! Glad you enjoyed it!

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