Death Drowned Her

Friday, April 5, 2019

Here’s the thing.

Living they say is precious and you should want to live it.

I think half of that’s bullshit.

Your soul is precious. This is just the world it lives on for now.

When one dies, does their soul die too? I’d like to think it doesn’t. That you move on to another place more lovely.
If beauty is waiting for you when you move on from this world, what is keeping you here?

Someone I knew was murdered.

This world made her soul happy. She danced everywhere and looked into the lens of the camera with genuine love.

Her life was taken from her.

She didn’t ask to leave this world. Someone chose that fate for her. They took her life.

Her soul no one could ever touch but her time in this world was stripped from her hands.

I can’t imagine the fear she held inside her as it happened. She must have been terrified.

How’s it feel to know someone wants you dead. What’s it like to run from death? What’s it like to try to hold on for life but be drowned? No one but her will know. No one will understand.

She must have wanted to live. She kept fighting so that she could dance, love those around her, learn, and grow.

If death is not staring you in the face, why would you chase after it?

Stay for those around you.

Shine your light upon those who need it.

Love the people who would be broken if you weren’t here.

Don’t dance with death if death doesn't dance with you first.


She is a reminder that life is fragile and it can be short
That we must live to love every day, even if it's not the life itself but the details

This is why I shouldn't touch my phone in class.
It emotes emotions I need to shove aside in class.


Lost she was. A soul dancing to heaven instead of on the dance floor in front of 
those who loved her.

I will always remember. 

in loving memory of Haruka Weiser


  1. Sad.

  2. <3 <3 this was so beautiful


  3. Wow. So so sad.
    A friend of mine recently took their own life so this really resonated with me.


    1. I hope in a soothing way it helps. I am here if you need to chat.

  4. some people to be honest they hurt so much they keep fighting but at don't want to live yet they keep fighting. Their minds are damaged. The girl who struggles from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after dealing with a living hell for years, the boy on the corner who has a Bipolar type 2 diagnosis and is dealing inside with major mood swings but fakes to be ok. The man at the bar who no mater how many times he tries, continues to lose to alcoholism , each struggling to hold on .

  5. i've nearly died before. Once in a wreck, the other times were suicide atttempts years ago.


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