FEBRUARY FIRST

Saturday, February 2, 2019


I document a lot of my first's on my blog. It's where I feel the most comfortable putting words into the universe. Making actions into words and words into wisdom is one of my favorite things to do. I haven't stopped blogging. I said I would, but I didn't. Blogging is too dear to me to put on the backburner.

February first was too wonderful to write about one the day of. It started off in Burning Youths group chat, talking about our weekends and throwing glitter in the forest. (I am in love with the idea) I went to an optional lab at college, then went to lift weights. Once home, I ate, talked to my mother, cleaned, then head out to see my friend Zulu for coffee.


Zulu is a new addition to my inner circle of friends. She is a darling. Her company is like a coffee with cream and sugar. She's sweet but also has a kick to her, as coffee does. I've learned a lot from her. Her insight on life, family, and school inspires me to do better and be better. Friday have been our days for the last five weeks. I've seen her four of those weeks.

This girl is the sunshine in the clouds.

She's a poem.

After seeing her, I went to the gym and met a friend, Z. He happens to be a companion. I care about him like I care about my sister and am as comfortable around him as I have been with anyone recently. He is special to me and also a new addition in the inner circle. He has welcomed me into his life and reassured me that he isn't going anywhere, he makes me feel safe, and cares for me like no other guy has.


He is a caretaker to the world. Spending time helping others who need it. All I want is for him to know I will try to care for him like he cares for others. Since Tuesday I've been jealous of the older adults in a memory care unit that spends their days being taken care by him. He's a significant other in my life.

These two people had made February first a day to remember. Zulu gives me her endless love and support and Zeph gives me care and comfort. My two Zs. These people have changed me for the better and have helped me in life. If I needed anything coming to them would be okay. February first
is the day I realized that they aren't going anywhere. They will be in my life for a long while. They will and I don't have to worry about not getting help, or them leaving my side.

For this is a feeling that doesn't come often. I am blessed and thankful for two very amazing humans to be in my life.

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  1. I'm so glad you haven't stopped blogging- you just needed to take the pressure off to HAVE to blog. You are a light in this community and we would miss you if you ever did leave- I know I would miss you. <3
    Your two Z friends sound amazing + ohso special and I am so happy for you to have found such people to be with. Keep your chin up and keep noticing these amazing things in your life!
    Happy February!! It's going to be a wonderful month. <3

    Sophy of sophyslighthouse.blogspot.com

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    1. Thank you! You are the sweetest. I know that's what it was too. I am just always busy with the millons of things I have going on. Glad you enjoyed reading this, it was a fun post to write since I don't normally write about people.

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  2. I love how you describe people! Zulu sounds like the kind of person I'm trying to be.

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  3. Aww, I'm so happy you have such friends you can rely on. It's always good to know people who bring some brightness and happiness to our lifes. Lovely post! <3

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    1. You are so sweet. I hope you have these people in your life too.

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  4. Wow, this was so beautiful. True friends are worth so much in this life, always hold onto them. I love that your two Z's have been able to bring you encouragement and joy and companionship! I am sure you bring the same happiness and friendship to their lives. :)

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    1. I will forever hold onto them! Thank you for your kinder words.

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  5. Aww it is lovely to have people like that in your life!

    astorydetective.blogspot.com

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  6. Aww I'm so happy you have these humans in your life! We need people like this in our lives to let us know that it's going to be okay, that we are loved.
    Beautiful post!

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  7. Your friends sound awesome and it's good that you have that :)

    Nabila | Hot Town Cool Girl

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