Monday, July 30, 2018

I would wrap up the month with a post of the things I've been doing but in all honesty, this month has been a drag. I've been going to classes and working Monday- Thursday. That leaves three days to catch up on assignments, listen to lots of music, and do the things that make me feel better.

BLAZER EVENT MONITORING// OH THIS IS WORTH MENTIONING. This month I got to safety supervise professional dance auditions. I was working from 8am-5pm but it was so much fun getting to see how professional dance team auditions are run. Those dancers were marvelous. Was kind of hard not to jump up and start dancing with them but I still enjoyed that day so much!

WOW, THIS IS OFF TOPIC but the heat is real. It's been in the 90's all week I feel like I am always sleep deprived. I want winter to come back. I miss hoddie wearing weather. 
My journal entries say it the best, this month I've been stuck in my head. I've been dealing with constant anxiety and it's noticeable in lots of my journal entries. Just thought I'd be real and share what's been going through my head all month. Get it all out there.

"It's hard to come back from the movies my mind plays because it is often easier to live those out than worry and obsess over everything human."

"HE reminds me of a character in a teen rom-com. A hipster with the best intentions trying to get by in life. Ups and many downs. Still a smile on his face regardless he's such a kind soul. He's the kind of person I am thankful for- the kind that you run up and hug like you haven't seen each other in years when in actuality you saw them yesterday."

"It's a box that mindlessly spits out stories you wish you never heard. So yeah, when I was younger I knew the new's wasn't something I was supposed to watch and it still isn't something I think I should watch. What I want is a T.V. that plays the best of memories."

"I was freaking out because I had to turn in a timesheet. A TIMESHEET. This wasn't telling the key master I lost the key and the dragon flew away after I opened the gates because I distracted myself from the task at hand. This was simply doing my job."

"I love the people in my dreams. They only break my heart because they aren't real and those people can only live in my mind...When I am awake I see figures and scenes of what happened and what could have been added to the story."

"MONACHOPSIS- the subtle feeling of being out of place. LOL ME ALWAYS."

"We're at the river today just chilling under a tree waiting for the people who put out their BBQ to come and start cooking."

"Hating always worrying about what is to come. If I just get things out of the way now then I'll be fine for later but doing things NOW takes a lot of effort to get started. MY MIND."

lovelytheband- Broken, Emotion
bleachers- Rollercoaster
5sos- If Walls Could Talk
(thanking Kenzie for some of my new favorite songs!)
Imagine dragons- Dancing In The Dark
TORS- Might Never Happen, Wilder Days
Declan J Donovan- Numb
Young Mister- The Best Part
(some of these songs that you should really listen to are linked!! Check them out.)


  1. I need to start keeping a jouranal, it's cool to have a catalog of your thoughts.
    I really enjoyed yours.

    1. Do it! Make some goals for yourself to journal. I wasn't a huge journal person until I looked back at what I had been writing and realized my words were special to look back at. Thank you for your support!

  2. I love how you think/write, you're just so real. I really want to keep up with journaling more.
    Anxiety sucks, I hope you're doing okay, things that I've found helpful are taking certain supplements, limiting caffeine, doing yoga, and going for long walks where I can get a break from whatever it is I'm worried about.
    I hope you have a lovely August!

    1. THAT IS SO SWEET OF YOU TO SAY! <3 Thank you my dearest! I am sitting here thinking the two coffees I just made won't help me too much, but it's an at home day so I think it'll be fine! Have a good August too!

  3. You're so good with words, you blow me away.

  4. I like that photo, and the way you journal! It sounds like it's been a tired kind of month for you. I hope August is cheerier! Stay strong, friend! xx

  5. I like your idea of wrapping up everything that had happen this month in a journal. Keep it up!

  6. Watching the dance auditions sounds super cool! And I loved the journal entries. :)

    Nabila | Hot Town Cool Girl

    1. IT WAS AMAZING! My favorite work shift for sure!

  7. That quote from your journal talking about people in your dreams adding to a story was one of my favorites. I hope August treats you with kindness and warmth.

    xoxo Abigail Lennah | Story-Eyed

    1. I am so glad you enjoyed that one! Thank you for your warm wishes! <3 They mean a lot!


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