Sunday, September 25, 2016

College // Frustrations with My Schedule

Tomorrow I become a college student! A college student who's trying to figure out what the hell she's doing. A college student who wonders about everyone and everything. A college student who is always looking to go on an adventure. I am going to be a college student! I am having serious problems believing it but somehow tomorrow I transform into the college student my younger self-imagined as being awesome. 

As I start to grasp the reality of college my blog will also shift and all of my lovely readers will start to see a change. Little by little,  as the high school writer fades into the pages and stories this blog has and Simply Me will grow into a young college girl's blog. This is one of the many changes I am excited about.

I am hoping that college will be an eye opener and a game changer. I want to be enlightened with knowledge and I want to learn. I just want new experiences and to be someone who's presence inspires others around her to do great things.

I can't say I am nervous for tomorrow, but there is this unexplainable feeling. It's many little feelings coming together to form one huge and confusing feeling. A feeling of confidence, being unsure, feeling ready but not ready at the same time, feeling overwhelmed but not frustrated, relieved but on edge too. SO MANY FEELINGS. 

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All of this post is so deep, so let me dig us out of the hole for a minute or two with this short story. Yesterday I started freaking out because I made some major schedule changes resulting in having to change my whole schedule and start from scratch. Now let me tell you one thing. Classes fill up and it becomes hard to take classes when all the classes you need are full and there is this thing called a wait list that doesn't guarantee you anything.

All today, because of yesterday's mistake I was looking through classes and trying to put together a schedule so that I could take classes tomorrow and more importantly the rest of the term! That was the most frustrating thing. I started with one class I really wanted and worked around that class. many times having drop a class because I accidently signed up for a class that was on a different campus or having to drop it because it was at the wrong time. OOPS.

Eventually, things worked out and I found some pretty neat available classes to take. However, as I type this I am hoping that I signed up for the right classes and times and that it all works out. Fingers crossed that tomorrow I can go to the First Aid and maybe get off the waitlist for math! AND that on Tuesday I will be able to go to Sculpture and Jazz class. (Jazz class is the one class I really wanted to take, I know, I know, not a priority but hey I like love dancing!)

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So, tomorrow marks the start of my college journey but, until tomorrow, I am only dreaming of what it will be like, and imagining how it will happen.

20 comments:

  1. So excited for you and this new chapter of your life!!
    xx

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  2. best of luck with your college journey! Im looking forward to reading all about it :)

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    1. Thanks faith! You will hear all about it! (:

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  3. GAAAAAAAAAH GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK YOU'LL BE AMAZING I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!

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  4. How exciting! I'm so proud of you!! If you don't mind me asking, what do you plan to major in? College is so exciting! Looking forward to reading more about it!<3
    -Clara

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    1. I'm not sure what I'll be majoring in. That's why I said I am trying to find direction. Ill let you know when I do though!

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  5. Oooooh! Good luck! I'm in college too! :D
    Hope jazz class goes well :P

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    1. Ayyyy *first bump* since I'm officially a college student now.

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  6. I know you will do amazing things in college, and have a great experience. Scheduling is so frustrating, no matter what part of life you're in...but I'm glad you're persisting in taking a class you really like. And dancing! So much fun! I love dancing, but whether or not I'm any good at it is up to anyone to decide ;)

    I look forward to hearing about your college journey. Keep us updated when you can!

    Ella

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    1. IT REALLY IS! I almost died yesterday, it was that bad. Just awful but i did it! AND I am super excited for another day in college tomorrow! Also super nice having an hour break in between classes instead of fie minutes. GAHHH! So much to keep you all updated on.

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  7. Excited for you! Can't wait to hear all about it!
    -Vivian

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    1. I can't wait too! Thank you for your love!

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  8. EEEEP! That's so exciting, Vanessa! I can't wait to hear about your college adventures.

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  9. You're taking jazz?? I LOVE JAZZ! It's seriously the best.

    You'll have to tell me all about how college is going! I'm so excited for you!

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    1. ITS SUCH A SWWEET CLASS. Dancing is once again my life. I will I will!!!

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