Thursday, December 31, 2015

Finding Myself in 2016


Leaving who I was in 2015 behind to rediscover a better person in 2016.

Earth has rotated 365 times around its self and has circled once around the sun. A year isn't a lot of time when you think about it like that. The time we get to stand strong on earth isn't long, yet a year can feel like eternity. Memories are what keep us together throughout the year, hold onto them tightly.

2016 will be a time to grow, learn, and become who I want to be. It will be focused around becoming a person I adrimre. Graduating is on so many of our minds yet the bigger picture hasn't hit. After we graduate we have the capability to become whoever we desire and do whatever makes us content. Let us all find our purpose this year. 2016 is here, and more than welcomed.

I want to discover who I am this year. My focus will be set at finding myself, I am not lost, but I know I am not found. Me, myself, and I are very important this year.

Love,
Me, myself, and I

Friday, December 18, 2015

Christmas Wishlist

Quick thank you for keeping my page views 100 plus each day! It makes me smile when I see that people are reading what I write and that maybe I am helping/inspiring them. Again, thank you! It means so much to me! I hope all of you are having a good holidays! I know I am. I have been hanging out with friends and today is my last day of school. Thank god.

I went above and beyond in fitness after eating crap yesterday. I might or might not have skipped spanish in order to go to another weight training class with my friend Isabelle. Boy did we have fun while getting sweaty. One hour and thirty minutes in the first class and did it a second time with Isabelle it was great. I almost want to lay on the library floor and sleep.

BREAK!!! I am officially THIRTY minutes away from being on a much needed break! It's going to be a fun break, hell yes. I plan on doing a christmas type of activity each day! Need to remind myself to share the christmas decorations I have in my room with you all! Can you tell I am excited?!!!!!

This morning, let's have a heart to heart for a minute. This morning I was at the schools track and I looked into the clouds. This overpowering feeling of thankfulness washed over me. I am so blessed to be in this world and to have good people in my life.

As a thank you check out this playlist! (Sophia, thanks for the tutorial) 



Thank you again!
Love,
Vanessa

Monday, December 14, 2015

6 Words


"She wanted to hold her dreams."

6 word contest by Elly. A little last minute, I know, but this is something I wanted to do. Such a cleaver contest!

Little update: 
I am officially on the dance team! How exciting right? It's final, I am a Sunflare and I am out to win State. We have our first group meeting thing today, and it's going to be fun. In school we got into groups to find out a theme for state. We have been putting puzzle pieces together all day!

Thursday, December 3, 2015

The Girl Behind The Blog














I am the girl behind this blog. I have put thought into every post, typed every word, redesigned my blog more than a few times, cried while spilling out emotions, and laughed at the jokes I typed. BUT there is so much more to be than JUST the girl behind the blog. I am more than the girl you read about every now and then, I am me.

What you can't tell by reading this blog is how messy and frustrating my like can be. My blog is the one place where I can be neat and present myself in a put-together way. I love that my blog is the one place I know will always be how I like it. It's like a safe place to me because my world that looks past this blog is so much more complex, but you would never be able to tell.

At times, my life is confusing, busy, un-clear, crazy, hectic, unorganized. There is so much going on that the readers don't know. All they see is a girl who spends way too much time blogging about everyday things. Everyday things include: Struggles, worries, concerns, wonder, and other things alike. My life is not as put together as it seems and my blog deceives that fact dramatically.

I am the girl behind the blog.

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